gumball_joe

Current Location: My Living room
Current Mood: mildly depressed
Current Music: Carpel Tunnel of Love

Current Location: Mi Living Room
Current Mood: Whoo!
Current Music: Dark Blue- Jakes Mannequin

Wow...
I haven't been on here in months. Not a lot has really changed. I wouldn't have been on here now if it wasn't for Krystina sending me a thing about hookahs. Lets see how much life has changed since then:
1) it's now a new year, happy 2008!
2) I have a new, shitty schedule at school. It seriously sucks ass at this point. And I'm scheduled for classes that aren't on my [disgustingly packed] agenda, including two new classes (health and living Enviorment, go figure) and a supposed "zero period" for gym. They better fix that shit, because there is no way in hell that I'm going to be at that place at no, 7:15 in the morning.
3) I now have the infamous bitch Lucagbo. She called my house the first day for no reason. Stupid cunt...
4) I am no longer scheduled for Music, which means no more Albydae. And I dropped violin, so, yeah, I have no hot teachers.
5) I thought about dying my hair blue, but decided against it. Which totally sucks ass. I need to get it dyed something because I'm bored and need a change.
6) I have my laptop back from the shop sans Microsoft Word, which is like getting your leg fixed, but they forgot to give you a new kneecap.
7) I have an entire clique of girls (and then some!) hating on me. I have decided not to be a bunch of words, and hurt them the next time they try to get loud with me. And the most hilarious thing about them is that none of them know me and they're all stupid little girls. I mean, hello, what is it about me that you seem to hate so much. Is it my awesome creativity that gets on your nerves, or the fact that I raise my hand in order to answer all the questions. I have everything planned out. I am ready for them if they try some shit again.
8)I've started to go to all my classes again, for the most part. Krystina has to go, lol. But that seriously ruins all plans we had for anything. Thanks a lot, Krys!
9) I eat a lot more oatmeal, and that keeps me full, so I'm basically on a diet. Voluntarily. Wow *cheers* Oh, thank you!
10)I've been invited to Shapales birthday party. It's going to be awesome. Usually, I don't like parties (I can't dance), but because it is Pele-- I'll go along with it.
11) I put more music on my iPod, even thought I still need to get some more CD's.
12) It is now manditory for me to clean my room-- and I'm going to oblige. Yeah, I'm letting the anarchist go for a while (at least, at home)
13) I have finally figured out how to keep the bottom on my Reese's peanutbutte (lmao! PEANUTBUTTE-- peanutbutter) cup on!!!-- you put it in the freezer for a couple of minutes.
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That is pathetic. Well, anyway, that's an update of my life.
TTYL,
Davida

Current Location: At home!
Current Mood: shabootie
Current Music: Micheal Jackson- Carousel

I haven't updated this thing in maaad long.
Good thing I remember my password. I have a new home computer, my lap top is awsome. There is a new teacher to replace emonlae. He's a violinist. I fucking hate my brother, completly.
He almost ruined my entire family. I hope that he dies a horrible death.
That would be the best thing ever. It sounds horrible, but I completly hate him.
Oh well.
I have some pen pals from Japan. I hope that it lasts. One of them is going to come to NYC next year. Hope he isn't some crazyman.
I'm keeping a new, written journal. It is so fucking boring. Reading it is like causing slow, painful death.
Krys has had shit happen to her. I've had issues. All of my friends are crazy.
So basically, everything is the same.
I can't even begin to describe how dumb this is. I want to fight the shit out of those little Oompa Loompas. One of them is pregnant! So HA, what does that say about her? Fucking slut.
Okay, that's all I really had to say.

Later Days!

Current Location: home desktop
Current Mood: I have a cold
Current Music: pure imagination- Willy Wonka

Dear Journal,
I haven't updated in god knows how long... what can I say, I forgot about you.
One of the big reasons I'm updating is because yesterday I had my first run in with the law. you are the only thing I can tell the truth to.
I did ty to steal those things. I would have gotten away from it if it wasn't for those pesky alarms. But it went off, and I was caught holding the bag. I think my friend lied. She probably did, but neither of us got in trouble. But the bad thing as, I was the adult. I was a fucking adult to them... at 16. I wanted to kill them for doing that to me. and the police officers...
I can remember that one of them was this asshole little italian guy, and the other looked like Ed Norton. I know their names, but I'm not sure I can post them. The little one was trying to be hard after I was let off without being banned.
I had a small breakdown after that thing... I couldn't believe they set me up, trying to make me confess to something I didn't do. The assholes. But the biggest imbarassment was having to call my parents to ask for help.
My dathe rwanted me to deal with it on my own. I was so upset that that's what I ended up doing. It was bullshit, an this cool woman who worked there told me so. I knew it pero... I dunno...
I kind of tried to blame some of it on her, but I didn't ean to, I just knew that she was gonna have it easier.
The police have all her info, and nothing on me. I wonder why I had it easier, but I did. That doesn't really bother me though.
M brother had surgery. His mouth was swollen and infected. I really can't feel bad. that bastard trumed me. I couldn't get normal notebooks because that woman didn't have "the time".
I had told he rabout school starting a week ago, but she doesn't care. So neither do I.
The next time she asks me to do something, I'm going to wait around until it's too late, AND NOT GIVE A SHIT.
And everyone epets everything of me. I hate my life.
Oh, did I mention that this bitch Ms. Hazzard fucked up my world. my thing says 10 grade even though I wasn't left behind. I'm taking 11th grade classes, which is so retarded. If she screwed me up permanently, I will kill her. Or at least attempt to.
And another thing I hate. Whenever something happens and she feels strongly, she's all like "if you're a writer, write about this". That pisses me off so much. I don't just write about crap without inspiration. If she feels so strongly, why doesn't she. I was also stuck on a trip with greyhound coming home from Kentucky for more than 24 hours. I hate that plae anyway, I never want to go ther eagain. I hate those fucking people nd my hypocritical grandmother. They all try to act holier-than-thou. And my mom puts m up on the block, saying that Im offering for whatever she wants me to do. I don't want to do whatever she asks, and she's trying to put me up to it.
And if I'm ticked off enough times, I blow up. And I am getting sick of blowing up. I might have to to keep these people off my back. They keep this up and I'll have ANOTHER break down. And I don't want to. They fuck with me. And I haven't cut yet, I'll cut when I'm in the shower tonight, They'll be sooo many. And it makes me feel much better.
Ther are times when I just want to run away... away from it all.... I pray I make it through these last two years of crap.
I have to sign up for night school as well....


Sayonara for now,
Demon Goddess

Current Location: My home PC
Current Mood: I want to kill myself
Current Music: Never too Late- Thre Days Grace

Hey,
OMG! I have this project to do for English where you have to research a field that you're interested in. Well, I wasnted to do vetrinary medicine, but instead, I chose writing. Well, I wasn't even doing the project until he said that we have to interview someone in the field.
One guess who I want to interview.
God, for the Bible! LOL, but truthful, I wanted to interview Simon.
But like, I text messaged him to get an interview together, but...

LOL later

Davi

Current Location: Dr. Bovell's Room
Current Mood: Hee hee hee
Current Music: Say Anything- WOW

Wow,
I haven't written on here in like a lifetime. A lot of things have happened since I last wrote. Both James Brown and President Ford are dead. Anna Nicole Smith is dead. I have a teacher that's trying to get me published, and i have $17 in library fines.
Sounds like things are going hood, huh?
I don't know why I've decided to update with this entry, because it doesn't seem to be long. There are so many things that I want to say, but, I really can't remember any of them. I have a lot of new favorte songs, songs that when I last wrote up wern't released yey. I'm not even sure if I liked PATD back during my last entry. I was so tierd just now, I wanted to sleep in music.
With a month of school left, Mr. Manning decided to start teaching us. I want to punch him for that. I've written a lot more, and I going to get my HP FF story back really soon. I've joined a group of online slytherins. They say that I'm a slitherclaw. I'd rather be that than a Slitherdror (even though Draco's a Slytherdorr). Voldemort is a Slytherdorr.
I wanted to beat down these two oompa loompa bitches yesterday. They want to start bothering some at the end of the year. WTF sort of sense does that make. I want to just stop going to school. We haven't had a cut day since Febuary. I miss our cut days. I can't cut on my birthday, I'm having a flippin regents! I'm taking my Global History regents on My Birthday. I wasn't planning.
So now, we can't cut at all. That sucks so freakin hard. We had had it planned, considering that we've been very good people, not cutting basically at all this year.
This is so messed up.
On a good note, the guy who wants to get me published thins that I'm super smart and he's totally gorgeous. Good for me! Whoo Hoo!
I want to leave on a high note with that.
And he had an accent.
And looks like Johnny Depp.
If Krystina saw this, she would probably it me, but I don't care right now. LOL.
Okay, that's it,
Davi

Current Location: Dr.Bovell-Box
Current Mood: I could be worse
Current Music: "I Don't Love You Anymore"- My Chemical Romance

I think that I have a girlfriend. This girl told me today that she thought that she liked me. She told me that I should give her a chance, and I have.
I have never been in a relationship with a hamster, let alone another person.
I don't think that I have the mental support to be in a relationship with anyone. She called me 'Baby', and I felt like vomiting. I don't think that I can do this, but I don't want to break up with her after only a few hours. I don't think that I can give my heart to anyone. Devlin still had feelings for Barry, she gave him her heart. Raven has Paul and Danny, they are both falling for him.
But, Me, I don't have the strength to be with anyone. She doesn't even know me, but she says that my voice calms her down.
I'm going away to Kentucky for a week. I don't really want to go, but I believe it's my duty to make the rounds with the family, show a kind, gentle, young lady, almost a woman. Everyone inside me doesn't want to go, except the ones that like some of them.
I wonder what's wrong with me, I haven't been assualted or have any traumatizing things happen in my childhood; I'm a well rounded young adult who just happens to have the emotional well the size of a teaspoon. I can't be that supportave of anyone, I flake out on myself, I can't keep anything to long without growing boerd with it, except animals.
I still feel a bit sick to my stomach... I don't think that this will last long, and if it does, it's because she likes me.
I feel more emotions when one of the others chats, maybe I should give her one of them.

Thank You, Journal-chan, you can always listen,
DGAS
P.S. Hope I can talk to my friends while I'm away.

Current Location: At Home
Current Mood: I can't take this
Current Music: When September Ends- Green Day

OMG, OMG, OMG! OMFG!
I haven't updated in, like, 500 years! Soooo much has happended since the last time I wrote. Krystina and Jackie have convinced poor little me to cut summer school.
ISN'T THAT WHY WE'RE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE?!
We went to 42nd and stole from Sanario, like three pens, nothing big. Then we went ot Conway, and stole a super good bra. It fits sooo well. We went to Old Navy and Krystina stole a Maternity top. She says it's comfertable.
OMG, we have cut soo much.
But the icing on the cake, we went into a sex shop yesterday. I didn't believe Jackie when she said that the guy was telling us to come in. I looked and he was! We really look like we're 20 years old. I saw soo many things. My friends finally saw a butt-plug (something that I call them a lot).
After like, 45 minutes (maybe), I got sick of looking around; that and the dude had to leave.
I got sick of looking at sex... I didn't know htat that would happen any time soon.
So today, we cut and went to COnway and stole some shirts and a new bra that doesn't fit.
Damn, I need to lose some weight.
Oh, yesterday, I also stole a shirt from Old Navy.
Well, technically, Krystina stole it for me. I also got some cute socks from Conway and this shirt with wings on the back. We went to Starbucks and got a free coffee, and I was home early.
I pray that we didn't have a test today... I PRAY that it's on Moday.
Oh, yeah, and we went to AI Friedman... I couldn't steal from an art store.


INUYASHA MOVIE 3 COMES ON SATURDAY NIGHT!!!!! I think this one had InuNoTaisho is in this one... I pray so... he is so hot!

Sayonara Journal-Chan

DGAS

Current Location: At Home
Current Mood: Im sooo bad
Current Music: Trouble- Pink

I'm at my grandmothers house. My mom and grandmother are talking about the bible. Oh, did I mention that I'm the grandchild of and Evangelist preacher? yeah, and I have a girlfriend.
I want to break up so badly.
Well, anyway, I found out that my cousin is a total pothead. he's like the male version of my friend... maybe even worse. He said he smoked liek EIGHT A DAY in the summer.
OMG!!
My grandmother is totally a bible expert. Everytime I'm doing something wrong, my tiny, little, half-dead, concious kicks in. Like, I stop writing something wrong or I stop trying to think wrong. Even now, Im talking with them. I feel sooo wrong talking, when I'm probably heading on the path to Hell.
I'm trying not to go to Hell, but I have no will power. Maybe I am a creature of the night, a creature that can feed on the darkness, and still go to Heaven,
I pray so.
OMG, I think that I'm being haunted by Tamar.
Okay, Tamar was this girl who was raped by her brother. Okay, the preacher said it in a way she was talking to her gradchildren and stuff and all I could hear was 'blah, blah, blah'. How did she know what really happened within Tamar's mind. Maybe Tamar was a flirt, or maybe she was in love with him as well. I can't hear Tamar's voice. I couldn't hear her speaking; because I knew that she didn't speak in old English. I wanted to hear Tamar. And now, I can't get that out of my head. I have stories in my head of diffrent wany that that could have went down. I could see her flaunting her virginity and beauty in front of him. I could see her as an innocent girl, who felt the same way as her brother, but felt fearful to act on her feelings. Maybe that's why she wanted to make it better by marrying him. She did say that they should go to their father (King David, the Golaith dude) o ask for her hand. He might have allowed it because she was the only girl and Princess.
I can see her, she's not the way that that Lekisha made it out to be, the freaking wierdo made her out to be.
Dude, how do you say that she's talking to her grandchildren when she stayed a spinster the rest of her life? Besides that, if I were Tamar, I would have... wait, I can't even talk about that, I don't know how the hell Tamar took the whole situation. Maybe she still did whatever. The Bible says that she ripped her robe to show her cherry was popped and put ashes on her forehead to show that she was in mourning. That could mean that she wanted everyone to see what he did in a boastful way. Or maybe her mind was so shattered that she had to tell someone without speaking.
See, right now, I think that sometimes I use my gift of words for evil.
Ahh, shit.
I hope that by the time I'm older, I can use the gift that I have to make it to Heaven. See, Mother (that's my grandmothers title) makes me feel better. I probabaly just got me saved from the eternal hellfires. Dude, now they're talking about hte amour of God. I wonder what kind of amour that I have on. Probabaly the amour of evil.
Damn, maybe now I am going to go to Hell. I'll try not to. Maybe I'll get higher, like those Monks who can fly.
Fuckin-A, that would be cool, flying around of happiness.
Wicked, I'll try that.
I think that writing this, I've become in tuned with God, and falled back down. Tee hee hee.
That's weird, I'm evil and angelic at the same time. Maybe that's one of my powers.
Um, I'm gonna work on my Sconex page right now.
Okay, later Journal-chan,
DGAS, Gumball Joe, Davi
P.S I think that this is my longest entry, Fucking-A, that's wicked. Party time! *starts dancing around* (in my head, of course, I'm not that whacked)
lmfao,
later again

Current Location: Mother's House
Current Mood: I wrote so much
Current Music: I Only Have Eyes For You- some '50's group

Okay... I went to Dorney Park!
It was so fun!
I got on the Meteor, I got so scared the first reveloution, but then I relaxed. I got on the Hydra, and then the talon.
*sighs and grabs my side*
When I was on the Talon, I hurt my side. Now, I have a giant six inch bruise on my side. I don't bruise easily, and I have a limp, from the pain.
I took a picture in western wear... It was so cool.
My mom looked like Ma Barker, I looked like Harriet Tubman's right hand girl nad my dad looked like an outlaw.
It was so fun.
Yesterday... someone proposed to Devlin. Her dad got on the phone and the guy wouldn't fight for her.
SHe didn't like him anyway... he was too old and too weird. He wouldn't be able to handle her problems.
She wouldn't have wanted him anyway, he's a dick.
Maybe one day she'll find the right guy.
Isabel and Misty are doing good, getting their fair share of action. It's goo that they can have their fun and not have to worry all the time.
I need to updatet my stories on all the sites... I have to get up some sort of audience. I want to go to school in Japan...I want to do a foreign exchange thing.
Okay, that's all I'm ranting about,
Sayonara,
Demon Goddess
PS. I went to a Christian book store. I am so going to go to hell... but I don't want to.

Current Location: At Home
Current Mood: tee hee hee
Current Music: We Three Kings of Orient Are- another dead dude

Dude... my uncle called when I was on the last time. So... my friend Devlin was talking to this guy yesterday, and he was all like how he wants to meet one day.
Dev is smart enough to know better but she made him a deal... he thinks about her when boinking his wife and they'll meet one day.
He is such a perv... he knew her age and still wanted to meet. I hope she knows what she's doing.
My friend came to summer school today... we couldn's stop laughing in class... she's mad dumb.
I knew once we all got together it would be like old times.
I can't wait for Dorney Park tomorrow.
I really like the bus ride... it's so tranquil.
I'll write more tomorrow after I come in.
Bet that's gonna be a long ass entry.

Can't wait until then... see you!
Sayonara,
Demon Goddess

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: My friends are soo crazy
Current Music: I'm In Love With a Stripper- that dude

I was watching 'This Ungly Beautiful World' and like, it's only the secone episode, but I've already seen like so many (bleeped) boob and puss shots, it could have been, like, R rated. Like today, there where two girls in the shower together!
Okay...
That was so weird. just like 'Mirage of Blaze', there's like a hidden undertone of shounen-ai.
Not that I really MIND...
Godh, I an such a perv.

Later,
Davi
P.S Sorry to Anyone that is Japanese... wait... I totally love this stuff. DO MORE ANIME AND MANGA! I'M ADDICTED!

Current Location: Mi Casa
Current Mood: I'm so wierd
Current Music: Addicted- Who made that song?

Today was an average day. Yesterday was too. Yester day when I was chatting, this strange guy wanted to now if I was a female. The dumb moron didn't believe me. Am I so masculine that it shows through on the phone, but I'm a girl. I can't stand being mistaken for a boy when I'm not dressing boyish.
*growl in her throat*
I just realized that I completly... I forgot what I was going to say... darn it... I'm going to Dorney park Saturday. I hope I'm not so super morbidly obese that I can't fit, that would be so imbarassing. Maybe I shouldn't go.
From today to Saturday, I'm fasting and cleansing. I need to lose weight quickly.
Yesterday,I was writing something. My handwriting, which is normally so beautiful and neat was horribly ugly. I couldn't even decipher it at points.
If you had asked me what was wrong yesterday, I would have thought it was a tumor, for some strange reason.
*sighs*
There is something wrong with my mind, with all seriousness.
I realized that my sister can be suck a snake mouth. What I mean is that she talks people into thinking that she agrees with them. Well, at least I know it's not just in me.
Maybe I'm that quote from Pslams "They speak leasing... they flatter with their tounge."
I hope I get into Heaven.

Sayonara Journal-chan,
DGAS
PS: If anyone who speaks Japanese can understand this, please tell me id I'm using your poor language right, I don't want to screw up too badly.
Thanks

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: Bored and tierd
Current Music: O Green World- Gorillaz

Okay, today, I went ot summer school. It was cool and everything, but Jacki decided to go see a salad (my friends know what I mean). So anyway, me and Whopper decided to chat a bit in math. OMG... the freaks on there...
I was cracking up so hard from what these guys where saying... I'm used to it, but having friends there makes it even funnier.
The bad part happened on the way home. I walked from 14 and 5th to 11 and 7th and then all the way home. I was sweating like a horse, it was so hot.
I just ate two hotdogs, yum. It's the only thing that I had today besides gum and coffee, even better. I might purge later.
Maybe.
Okay, I'm totally done with what happened today that I can remember.
Sayonara Journal,
Demon Goddess

Current Location: At Home
Current Mood: Im on a natural high
Current Music: Dona Nobis Pacem- some dead guy

Umm... I'm not sure if this is legal, but it's absolutly immoral.
Okay, I was chatting and there was this dude called OLDM4VYF. For all you computer-slang illiterate, that stands for "Old Man for Very Young Girl"; well anyway, most dudes that say that are liek in their thirties, just Devlins type.
Right, so this was was totally egar totalk to Devlin. So anyway, Devlin was all like ARSL (Age Race Sex Location) and he was like M W FIFTYNINE whereever. Dude, he was older than her parents!
So I hung up.
When Devlin talked to him again, she totally verbally abused the old fart. She was like 'would you worship me' and when he asked her if she would, she was all like 'no'. And she was all like 'could you even get it up?' and saying all of these really mean things. It came to the point that he hung up after one of the things that she said. I think she was all like 'is it all wrinklely?'
She was so mean. But it was soo funny!
Man, I am so mean. My ehart IS two sizes too small.
Lol.
*sighs*
Gosh, that was funny.
Sayonara for the third time,
Demon Goddess

Current Location: Home
Current Mood: I'm so mean
Current Music: Grandma Got Run Over by a Reindeer

Does my mom not realize that I'm not right? She's trying to sign me up at Carmine pool, and I said that I didn't want to go. I looked at her, after going to the YMCA, Carmine isn't up to my standards. So what if that is acting like a 'white girl' or 'uppity', I don't care.
Besides, if I would go there, I would hear the same 'you talk like a white girl' song and dance.
People don't realize that I get so sick of hearing that; it's just a fact, I don't blend in around black people if they hear me talk. I refuse to go to that stupid pool... to that stupid gym.
My mom was like how she'll make me go there and let me sit there looking like a fool.
If that's what it takes, fine then.
Yeah, I excersize there... when hell freezes over.

Current Location: The Place Where I live
Current Mood: I will NEVER go there
Current Music: SOAD- Lonley Day

Hello! I changed my scheme again, I like this one, it looks like the journal I never had teh attention span to keep in paper. I've missed two days of summer school (sorry dudes!) but today, I actually had a reason. I was taking the 2 or 3 train, when I ehard the announcer say that there would be a delay because the power went out at 34th street. I was like 'okay, this shouldn't be long'... I was there for 45 minutes. There were these three Brooklyn dudes sitting across from me, trying to tell people not to get on the rtain, they where all loud with these New York accents. People would be like 'why are you sitting here?' and they would be like 'we're at work, these other people are stupid'. I didnt' say anything, but I am NOT stupid. I was being too lazy to get up, it was air conditioned and it was sooo hot outside, and I was hoping that the trains would start up. I called my mom and she was like 'try to go to school'. I was pissed, but I was going to go to the M2 bus, but they where like 'come home, it's too late'. So I stopped in the donut pub to get ice mocha (it was okay), and got on the bus.
Now I'm doing laundry. It's okay. I like this new scheme.
I was watching 'Slayers Try' earlier, I like this new show. It has a nice theme.

Sayonara Journal-Chan,
Davi
P.S Jacki has a nasty habit of calling me early in the moring, does she realize that I have AFTERNOON CLASSES? I am never at 6:00, and I don't want to be disturbed, that's why my phone is on vibrate that early.
Okay,
Later Again

Current Location: At Home
Current Mood: Peaceful
Current Music: Butterfly- Alicia Keys

OMG!!! I finally met Duffy! it was so cool. My nosy neighbor was all like 'your whole family is in front of the building' I was like 'WTF? Whole family??' I finally reaized what she meant and ran. I mean ran. I was like 80 degree, I was in a GREEN SWEATSUITE and I an two blocks, looking like a giant bouncing brussel sprout (my sister said I looked like a plantin). When she saw me, she started crying and touched my face. I didn't cry, her etars kinda creeped me out, a bit. I was like 'It's okay..."
I am so happppeeeeeee about meeting her and my nieces. they are so adorable.
YYYEEEEEEAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

I'm wroting so weird.
Everyone should read teh book "The Reincarnation of Peter Proud" it is sooooooo freakin good. Freakin-A

Sayonara again
Davi

Current Location: A Home
Current Mood: HAPPEEE!
Current Music: Last Christmas- Roses are Red

Hey Journal!
I haven't wrote in a while. I'm in summer school, and it's fun, The only time that it isn't is walking up those five flights of stairs. My teacher Mr. Mauch is cool, but there is the other Global teacher. He is such a FUCKING asshole! Krystina and them like him but I don't. I realized that whenever none of the whore squad is around, I do way more work.
I can't remeber what I wrote before, and I'm not sure what I've done.
Oh, I have to tell you something, I am such a chatwhore. Yup, that's me, the sweetest off the sweet; doing the dirtiest things... in writing.
*sighs*
these are good days. I have to tell you something... AOL on cell phone is so FUCKING EXPENSIVE. I can't believe that the phone bill came up to $400 and some odd numbers... almost $500 dollars. I didn't know, if I did, I would have been happy chatting.

I thing that's it.
Sayonara Journal.

Current Location: At Home
Current Mood: Im bouncy, in a lazy way
Current Music: In The End- Linkin Park